photo by @sarahlspringerphoto
Do you not know what to do, too?
When someone asks me what I want to do I get really scared. I feel like lately, I’ve been living in a very ambiguous space between caring too much about my path and too little. Trusting my God by doing everything one day and nothing the next. I don’t know what’s right - I don’t know how much I should analyze my past to prepare for my future. What if I want to be radical?
Senior year has me questioning, quite literally, who I am.
What I can’t live without and what I can.
What I care more about and where it is.
Do I even like the things I’ve done for so long? Or are they what I love to do because I’ve done them for so long?
Is it better to be comfortable or not?
What have I been blindly influenced by and never questioned before?
Is now the time to question?
I wrote down a laundry list of things I want in a career and it was mindless. It was what I expected myself to write down. And I think I’m rising up to the fact that not knowing what to do is the launchpad I might have been looking for - as a sign to jump and figure it out.
I’m so happy with life right now. I have no clue what’s coming or where I’m going. But for now, I don’t know.
All I know is: I don’t know. Is this what freedom feels like?
HEYO. I'm Chlo.
So the basic gist is I’m really just tired of comparing myself to perfect people on the Internet, when I know for a fact that "perfect" doesn't exist. This here is a snippet of my inner thoughts and tidbits of experience, based on my twenty-something years of good ole fashioned, really really messy life.
My wish is for this blog to serve the small voices inside all of us that might have forgotten what being honest online can look like. Leave the hustle behind you, because this here is about HEART.
If you happen to not like what you're doing this season
My 2018 Intentions