 photo by @sarahlspringerphoto Do you not know what to do, too? When someone asks me what I want to do I get really scared. I feel like lately, I’ve been living in a very ambiguous space between caring too much about my path and too little. Trusting my God by doing everything one day and nothing the next. I don’t know what’s right - I don’t know how much I should analyze my past to prepare for my future. What if I want to be radical? Senior year has me questioning, quite literally, who I am.
What I can’t live without and what I can. What I care more about and where it is. Do I even like the things I’ve done for so long? Or are they what I love to do because I’ve done them for so long? Is it better to be comfortable or not? What have I been blindly influenced by and never questioned before? Is now the time to question? I wrote down a laundry list of things I want in a career and it was mindless. It was what I expected myself to write down. And I think I’m rising up to the fact that not knowing what to do is the launchpad I might have been looking for - as a sign to jump and figure it out. I’m so happy with life right now. I have no clue what’s coming or where I’m going. But for now, I don’t know. All I know is: I don’t know. Is this what freedom feels like? love, chlo
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Hi, I'm Chlo.I've been writing and reading and all the storytelling things since I learned as a kid that if you fold and staple construction paper together, it sort of looks like a real book. I have always craved soul serving stories- ones that melt like butter in your mind as you hear your heart explained out loud.
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